SLAOTVEAN - Demo 2005
As The Sun Dried My Tears
My soul
Athirst
of pains and sufferings
seeking for gloom beyond the light.
Myself has reached out
and crossed the thin line
which separates life than death
which exclude lust of possession
As the sun dried my tears,
I can only contemplate the emptiness
I no more feel the energy
life made rise inside of me
You can now see in my eyes
a shimmering gray
To you I will be...eternally
In the depths of my soul
your spell still echoes
I can hear your call
so far, so ephemeral
The duality which I fought
all these years
is now turned down
to ashes
Since I tasted your venom
your poison is running
through my veins
Woe was a lullaby,
darkness were obscuring my sight
As the sun dried my tears,
I can only contemplate the emptiness
I no more feel the energy
life made rise inside of me
You can now see in my eyes
a shimmering gray
For you I will be...eternally
Death
At your side I now became
a monarch of the underworld
The coronation
that a pawn deserve
As the sun dried my tears,
I am slowly dying
I can now spit
on my stupid life, your gift
Myself has been desecrated
by the sharp blade sliding on my wrist
The burning flame that once been lit
has been blew away...eternally
Entering my new domain
I will be proclaimed
a souvenir by those
which will soak my grave
of their tears,
of their sadness,
of their grief,
of their egocentricity
I cannot say how much I hated this world,
I canīt explain why I was suffocating,
I can't tell what was the calamity,
that driven me to...
death
to death
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Freed Of Domination
Who dare to admit of being free?
Even those who commands
have to report their actions
The synthesis of liberty and power,
to much often aquired as easy to manage
is the illusion of inner control,
systematically erroneous...
Dreaming of being freed of domination
of psychological flagellations
I have no sympathy
for those who still believes
that someday they will be headed
by grateful hands
Dreaming of being freed of domination,
of my soulīs deflagration
Dawn is upon us,
we are the future dominators
of those which are
asking for redemption
I canīt pretend possessing the truth,
itīs always easier to talk than to act!
And why I would be the one that would
help you walking on your path?
But finally,
forced to live in this system,
we are like refugees,
in search of self identities
Eternally
tirelessly
Endoctrined and depraved
by the voices of the intimidation
Eroded by an immense and unknown sea
Drifting away like a leaf by the northern winds
Burned to ashes by the rays of a mighty sun
Buried under the feet of those still alive
We are perpetually slaves
We dream of being freed of domination
Reaching a definitive end
We will be no more to those which command
do we really need to go that far
or should we be united to raise a war?
Dawn is upon us,
we are the future revolution
it is at us to decide
what happen and what will happen
The power
will be in our hands
the shame of the blame
will be directly pointed towards us
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Unbounded
Worshipping a god
keeping you within the blessing of ignorance
your soul has much more to give
to a mind so neglected, you are unbounded
Of Meaning
All your life you've been guided to bend and believe
and again kept in ignorance of your true value
praying non existent gods
keeping their domination alive
Young and innocent I believed you
all I've been asked is to believe and follow...
why do my inner core
told me I was more than that
You've lied to us
in bringing us all toward christianity
you created limits
to control us
My knowledge is limitless,
afraid are you to be powerless
my knowledge is limitless,
afraid are you to be powerless
Misleading us in all sorts of lies
you're keeping mankind asleep, unaware of its true self
Religion is only a tool to satisfy your taste of power
face the truth, you have no power upon me, you're worthless
With christianity you've imposed your view upon free people
destroying thousands of years of knowledge and liberty
Bringing war
in the name of a non existent god
a god of your creation
all this confusion and destruction for control and domination
Disregarding a race of slaves I walk away
my path led me to the chaos of my origins
and without fear I choose to walk forward
your god won't tell me
your god won't teach me
I know very little of my very self, of my soul
I have to fight my enslaved mind and teach it to be free
I have to fight my enslaved mind and teach it to be free
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Arouse The Picture
Thinking about what you would be,
what the society slowly putted in your mind..
But why isn't impossible to be yourself,
is that so hard to be what you really are?
The image that have been forged of you
is nothing more than an cliché
Pulled over your eyes
integrated to your thoughts
condemned to slavery
from those that for you, have no pity
You are the strengh of the future,
the intelligence of tomorrow,
the lives which will support those which will leave,
the souls which will cry their artificial existences!
We all need an introspection
to find our own direction
to warrant our survival
I would have wished that all be so simple
why oh why do we have to live this
we all need to arouse the picture
that've been created of us,
we're ain't fucking pawns
You are...yourself
take down this fucking mask
show me who you really are
By revealing me,
I acquiere power,
knowledge and control,
of my existence
I can style found in me
some kind of mental virginity
that some tried to took away
that some failed to took away
You would found it too
if you were looking beyond your masks
Thinking about what you would be,
what the society slowly putted in your mind..
But why isn't impossible to be yourself,
is that so hard to be what you really are?
The look I now have over the world
show me the insanity put over your eyes
That the brittleness of this system
is balanced by your weaknesses
I suffocate of the lies of this world
the reality is now an illusion
I suffocate of the lies of your world
the fiction is no more an illusion
You are
significant as an illusion